The Lazar.AI Project

For 20 years, I, Dr. █████ ██████, have lied, and have been lied to. I've lied to my colleagues, my friends, my family, and everyone. No, I did not go on a 'sabbatical' or a 'business trip' as I assured them. In those years, I have been working with The Church of Lazar in the development of an AI simulation they commissioned. They indoctrinated me, and I had become one of them for a time. I thought, genuinely and naively, that what I was doing was for the greater good. But that was all a lie. The mere memory of what I now have to reveal shakes me to my very core.

Below is a collection of documents, notes, and testimonies I collected and wrote over the course of those 20 long years. I will be releasing them one by one in batches or 'chapters' for now. In the words of Emily Dickinson: "The truth must dazzle gradually, or every man be blind."

This project has been a grave, grave mistake. I apologize profusely to the whole world for what I have done, yet I know no apology will truly suffice. Once I have released every document to the public, I will peacefully surrender myself to prison, where I will spend the rest of my days.

May God have mercy on us all and my wretched soul.